2005-08-03 - 7:24 p.m.

I started to write 2 nights ago and got literally one or 2 sentences away from finishing, when my aohell went haywire. So I'm pissed and am not going to go into as much detail as I did last time. Always seems to fuckin happen when I've written a hella long entry.

Uh..so I'm eerie. I was right about my "bed feeling." On the way there, almost got in an accident and I went flying off the seat. Then once in Tallahassee, almost got in a wreck when with Steven. The trip there wasn't too too bad. I slept, woke up just in time to hear Pops and Ida talking about me. I keep seeming to do that lately. I hear my name and I'm awake. The water from the cooler got all over everyone's stuff. Everyone's except mine. Mwahaha. Good luck for me. My stuff would've been ruined. Got into town and went right to Olive Garden to meet Steven and his friends. After dinner, I went with Steven, Jess and Dave to their friends' Leslie and Larry's. Everyone was trying to get me to drink, but I would've just fallen asleep. Jess was tired, too. She didn't want to say anything so I told Steven to get off his ass and take us. Once back at the apartment, I couldn't sleep. Of fuckin course. I finally get tired, and then once I actually can sleep, I'm no longer tired. Anyway.

Saturday, we were going to go to the beach, but it rained all day. Steven started packing his shit (I can't believe he hadn't even started.) Alllll day long, I carried his stuff up and down the 3 flights of stairs. And I got all the heavy stuff! But whatever, helped build more muscle, I suppose. Ida was pissing me off cuz she was bossing everyone around and not doing anything herself. I got a lil money from Pops and went to a little store called Quarter Moon. I love that place. It had gorgeous clothes and trinkets and whatnot. I bought a cigarette case and sun, moon and star chimes. Awesome! Moving stuff moving stuff. Hot, sweaty and tired. Took a shower and then we went out to dinner at this seedy little diner. It was good, though. Had some funny moments. Pops, Ida and Steven were drinking pitchers of Killian's. Ida kept saying, "Aliens stoled my dad." It really made me want to jump out of my skin. Stoled...and she's a teacher! AG! After that, we went to hang at Leslie and Larry's again. All of us went this time. Had some fun, talked with Jess outside on the patio. She's cool and she reminds me so much of me. Needless to say, I think she rocked. She's a day older than me. She has a problem voicing her wants and needs, also. But the major differences were, I'm smarter than her, and she was spoiled. She thought oranges came pre-sliced and peeled. Lived in Florida all her life and never knew an orange had a peel. And then, she looks over at me and says,"I have an orange tree in my backyard." What the fuck?!?!?! Left there, went back to the apartment and toked up. I packed all my stuff up so I wouldn't have to do much in the morning. Steven left so much shit to be done...god, it made me mad.

Sunday, I was woken up by Pops and Ida. Ida came and sat on the bed. I sat up, put my head on her shoulder and said I was tired. She put her arm around me and patted my shoulder. She later told Ashli that we cuddled. Sorry, that's far from cuddling, dillusional woman. It'd be scary to cuddle with her! Anyway, Pops and Ida left at 9am. Steven and I didn't leave until 2:30pm. I was soooo pissed. I just wanted to get the miserable ride home over with. Said goodbye to people again and ......on the road again. No windsheild wipers, no air conditioning, only the driver's side window opened. Had a lot of Steven's stuff down at my feet, so I didn't have room to breathe. Got pulled over in Alabama. Luckily, the cop wasn't actually using his radar, cuz otherwise the fine would've been much higher. Steven's a dumb fucker. He was actually going 100mph in a 65. Ticket says 86 in a 64. Got home by 10:30pm, Ash called. She came over, envited a friend of hers from work over. It pissed me off, though. She didn't even ask how the trip was, nothing. Just talked about fucking work at Applebee's. I pray I wasn't that annoying with my Waffle House talk. But, I'm sure I made my stories more interesting than Ash's are. Was so tired, I passed out at 2am.

Monday, I felt drained of all energy. I went with Steven's to Mom's and helped him move his stuff in there. Of course, he pissed me off. Was talking shit when we were in Taco Bell. I hate how he comes back and tries to take everything over like it's his. He fucked with the computer table, and then! He downloads shit onto MY computer, knowing I don't have enough memory. That really got my goat. Grrrrrrrrrrr. Mom has another kitty now. She's very cute and sweet. Came home, was supposed to go grocery shopping, didn't happen. Went up to WH with Mel and MB. Tosha met us up there. It was all pretty funny. Weird conversation and.. I wanted to piss myself. Tosha was pretty quiet the whole time. Texting. God, I hate when people do that. MB fell asleep. So..we all left. Got home, got online. Talked to Mel and Tosha. Talked to Tosha until the wee hours of the morning. Like 7am. Went and passed out after that.

Then yesterday, woke up at like fucking 10:30am and couldn't go back to sleep. Later on, went swimming with Mel and MB. Fun fun. I need to get better goggles, though. Tosha came over afterwards and we went to Sonic and got some food. Went to Chrystal's after that. I was the only one to not buy something cuz I'm a broke ass. But I saw they still have to glow in the dark vibrator I want. I still need to get fuzzy purple cuffs, too. Came back to my house and rode in Tosha's car back to her apartment. Cream! 2005 mustang. God, I love those cars. We all started drinking, but me and MB were the only ones who got shitfaced. I haven't been that drunk in a long time. MB was telling me,"I've been looking at you all night thinking about how pretty you are. I want to kiss you." Weird weird. We ended up having a heart to heart about being lonely and how I deserve better treatment than I get from chicks. She apoligized for the other girls. Funny. I'm not going to go into the rest of the night, cuz I don't really have the time.

Steven's friend Jay just showed up. He's a cool weird fucker. I got a hug haha. I have to check the Omni to see if it'll open and the condition of the spare tire to see if Mel can use it. Then call her. And I have to shower and do all this shit. We're supposed to be going to Metro tonight for the drag king show. Don't know if it's going to work out, but ya know..may as well be prepaired. And I'm finished!

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