2005-12-09 - 4:31 a.m.
Praise the lord! I've tried and tried to get on here, but it just wouldn't let me. Invalid password or something, though I know for damn sure it was the right one, cuz I just used it!
Anyway. I am freezing. It's like 20 degrees out or so and Pops has the temperature down. Ida said we run the house too hot. Evil troll woman. I swear! I may as well stand outside! I need like an electric body suit or something. Therrmal body wear. Otherwise, Imma turn into a Suzysicle!
Things're great with me and Tosha. I love her so much, I'm at a loss for words trying to express it any other way. I'm over at her place all the time, wish I were there right now (though I wouldn't be writing this. I'd be curled up with her, which I'd much rather be.) She is the sun on my face, the moon lighting up my sky, the air in my lungs, and the zest in my life. If it weren't for her, I'd have gone crazy months ago. I don't know how, but she keeps me level. I haven't been manic, nor have I been depressed. It is absolutely amazing. She is amazing. How did I get so lucky? God I wish I were holding her right now. She made a B on a test she was worried about and I'm proud as a mother hen. Haha. The ring I bought for her was too big, which was a big sadness. I had to send it back. I hope I can get it back before her birthday. I have an idea sizzling in my head of how I want to give it to her. She bought me a ring and I think it's the most gorgeous thing I've seen in my life. Everytime I look at my hand, my eyes just get caught on it. I wish I could have gotten her something the calliber of what she got me. For Christmas, I got her a movie she wanted and an awesome Scarface poster. I want to describe the poster, but I'm afraid she'd read this and it'd ruin the surprise. God, I hope she likes it. I'm such a worrier. What if she doesn't like it, what if she doesn't think it's special... But, it's done by hand, which I'm sure took a long time..so that's gotta be something, right? I wish I could've gotten her more. But as it is, if I don't get a couple more bucks into my account, I'm going to be overdrawn. And I mean soon. I feel like my dad worrying about money. I hate that. Man, I love her so much. She's become a part of me. I would be so lost if I lost her. Hell, I feel like I was lost before I met her and she found me. She inspires me. I have a series of paintings in my head, I've only painted one so far. I only have watercolors to work with, not my usual. I was thinking I could paint them and then put them up on my window, but now that I'm thinking about it, I'd probably have to take it down whenever we show the house. Whatever, I might do it anyway. God I wish I were with her! But her parents are coming into town for the evening. Hopefully, she'll come over after they leave, or Saturday night. I am so excited for her birthday. I want to make it special. I'm wondering if I could run Pops and Ida off for the night. I know it's not going to be up to par with what I have in my head, though I wish it could be. Ya know, roses and candle-lit dinner and all that romantic jazz. I have 9 more days and I think I'm more excited about her birthday than she is! I just want to run out and get all the fixin's.. but I need to pull the reigns on my excitement some cuz I'm not sure it'd still be good. I guess I should hush up and try to go to bed now, though. I love her so big. I just get wrapped up in thoughts of her..it's like a nice cozy blanket that keeps me warm while I'm away from her. Oh I wish I had my baby.
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| Personality Disorder Test Results
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Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Extreme |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Extreme |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Very High |
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