2006-02-19 - 11:54 p.m.
Ah yes. It has been a long while. I don't really have too much to say. Things are just about same as normal. Tosha and I are still together. And I love her more than I can put into words. I don't know what I'd do without her. I'd be lost in a dark world, that's for sure. She is my everything. She gives me support and comfort and love and everything I've ever wanted. It's just amazing what I feel for her.
Um..Pops and Ida got married. Tosha and I were their witnesses at the justice of the peace. Then on January 7th, they had a reception. Mom actually came. I got to see my family and loved it. Tosha came with me and my family loved her. I met my Uncle Charlie for the first time (besides when I was an ankle bitter). He's queer as a 3 dollar bill and very sweet. My Mom loved yucking it up with him.
I'm now trying to study for the ACT. I'm a little freaked about it. I did okay on the practice tests, except for math where I'm a little rusty. But that was my best subject in school and I'm sure with a little practice, I'll remember it all.
The doctor switched me from taking seroquil for my bi-polar to zyprexa. He's hoping to get me stabalized so he can start me on anxiety medicine which I pray will work. My anxiety is the nuttiest thing ever! I get anxiety over the strangest things. Going to the store, talking to any stranger. I shake like a leaf and get all light headed. Some times it's worse than others. He was thinking of putting me on lexapro like Pops. The only problem with the zyprexa is, if I don't watch my carbs, it has the ability to spiral me into diabetes. So I got me some walking shoes and such. Trying to cut back on carbs.
I saw Mom today. She brought me some $10 tennis socks that are extra thick to help with the newness of the shoes. The inner arch of the shoe it kinda weird. But anyway, Mom also bought me the perfume I had wanted for Christmas. Acqua Di Gio by Giorgio Armani. Expensive stuff, but it smells so pretty! I got my sugargliders back from her a few weeks back and now Pops and Ida are making me give them back to Mom until we sell the house. I'm supposed to be taking them back tomorrow.
Before, I didn't want to sell the house. Now I can't wait to get it over with. I'm supposed to be getting a car after the sale of the house. That'd be nice cuz then Tosha wouldn't be having to come and get me all the damn time. It'll also be nice cuz we'll be moving closer to Tosha. I just wish it would happen already! I'm tired of sitting here waiting for something to happen. Ida was talking to one of her friends earlier who's daughter is looking for a house. The lady is going to have her daughter come look at it. So maybe! Wouldn't that be oh so great?!
After the ACT, I'm going to try to go to community college for culinary. I'm thinking pastry chef. I love cooking, I get excited about it. So the way I'm thinking is, doing something I'm passionate about, major plus. We'll see how that turns out. But okay, I guess I've done enough. Not much of an update, but it'll suffice.
Oh. Valentine's Day was great. Tosha got me some really sweet stuff. A Build-a-bear with a voice box, some faux roses that say I love you and some candy. I got her specialty printed M&Ms that cost a little bit. Aqua green and light blue. They say "I love U Tosha" and "You are my all." There we go!
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| Personality Disorder Test Results
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Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Extreme |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Extreme |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Very High |
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