2006-03-15 - 10:12 p.m.
Tosha wants to leave me. I've cried and cried until I feel like I'm just going to throw up. She says she doesn't want to be with me anymore, doesn't think she loves me anymore. My heart is breaking. I'm falling apart right now. I've cried all day and I'm still crying. I am so head over heels in love with this girl... why is it like this? It hurts so much. I just want to crawl into a hole and never come back. I fucking hate this. But I saw it coming. I could hear it in her voice. It's like she built a wall to try and seperate herself from me. Earlier, I was on my stomach and she was on top of me talking into my ear. I could hear love in her voice. I could tell she cared. There was something there. I know it, even if she doesn't. I don't want to lose her. I'm losing everything that means anything to me. She doesn't understand she's the one person who has made me feel loved, who made me want to be something, who's actually made me happy. She never saw the tattoo I did. She thinks it's for the better if we break up cuz she can't stand knowing my past. I know she's been with more people than I have, and it bugs me sometimes, but I don't care because she's all I care about. She's all I want. Her telling me to find someone else upsets me even more. I don't want a god damn anybody but her. I feel like I'm just going to pine away for her forever. I'm losing the love of my life... and I can't seem to do a god damn thing about it.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you'll never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away. The other night dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you, in my arms, when I awoke dear, I was mistaken, and I hung my head and I cried. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you'll never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away.
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| Personality Disorder Test Results
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Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Extreme |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Extreme |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Very High |
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