2006-06-28 - 12:37 a.m.
Okay okay! This was going to be a happy I'm growing up entry, but now instead, it's going to be me ranting. I AM PISSED THE FUCK OFF! I had had an okay/good day and now it all got blown to hell. Amanda told Tosha a little while ago Olie is telling people I liked her and Cola is telling people I'm still in love with her. I haven't done shit to anybody to make them talk bad about me. I've been minding my own god damned buisness, trying to get my life in order. I haven't hurt anybody, I haven't done a damn thing, yet still, people want to fuck with me. Tosha just said it was months ago when Cola said I was still in love with her, but it still pisses me off. Here's a message to the people fuckin with me: STOP IT, LEAVE ME BE, LET ME BE HAPPY. I'm in love with Tosha, I'm happy with her, let me stay that way. You fuck with my life, you fuck with my love, you'll regret it. Can't everyone understand I just want to be happy with the person that makes me happy? Why is that so hard to grasp? Please people, stop the madness! Leave me on my own to be happy.
God anyway! On to the happy news! I got my wisdom teeth out this past Friday. Not the happiest of news, I'm glad they're gone and not going to bother me anymore, BUT everything I've gone through with it has sucked. The percocet they gave me for pain made me hella nauseous, I was throwing up the first 2 nights. I had gotten the swelling down some by then, and after I threw up, bloop, got irritated and swollen again. Tosha came and spent the night with me Friday and I went back to her apartment with her Saturday. She took care of me and chopped up little pieces of chicken in my potatoes like a sweetie pie. Hehee. Then she brought me home early Sunday morning so I could ride to Nashville to pick up Pops from the airport. My Grandma is doing a lot better. She had congestive heart failure, not pnemonia. She is now walking on her own and seemingly much better. So I am unbelievably greatful for that. My Pops is home after 2 weeks of being gone! YAY!!! But! He and Ida are leaving this Thursday for 10 days. I went today and took my driver's test. I got my license! Hip-hip hooray! I totally rocked it. Was in the van with the lady under 10 minutes, and she didn't seem scared once. After I got my license and was leaving, there was a woman, probably about 35-40 taking her test. And man did she bomb it. She didn't even make it half a block before she was heading back to the DMV. She couldn't make turns, she couldn't change lanes. It made me feel better about myself. Even in the fevered condition I'm in, I passed my test! About my wisdom teeth, they were healing, but now it seems I might have an infection or something. Something's wrong. It HURTS, my jaw ACHES and I have a fever. I feel straight up crappy. The doctors weren't in today at the office I went to, and they're not going to be tomorrow. They're at the Southaven office. So I made an appointment at the Southaven office. Ida's dropping me off at Mom's work and Mom's taking me. I pray they do something quick before I fall apart. Anyway, I registered for school at Southwest. I got in on the 5th to sign up for classes, Ida's brother, Joel, is going with me. Then classes start on the 6th. I'm bummed no one is going to be home to greet me or anything. Tosha'll be busy moving into her new house by then....But I have to get this done, so it's whatever. See why this is my I'm proud of myself for growing up entry?! I'm hoping that I'll be able to help Tosha some in her move, but I'm not sure cuz her parents will be around. But I'm excited. I'm going to cook her a good dinner, I believe it's her favorite so far that I've made. Besides the chicken enchilladas. But the manicotti and stuffed mushrooms takes lots of time, love and care. I'm trying to think of a dessert to make with it. Anyway.. I've jumped around in thought so much, I'm not sure anyone could keep up. I'm feverishly out of it. Sigh. I wish my Tosha was here. Later!
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| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
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| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Extreme |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Extreme |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Very High |
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